berapa harga yang kau letakkan..

my simplest form of heaven

parents

are my simplest form of heaven..

always..

.......................

alhamdulillah sebab Allah masih beri peluang untuk aku rasa kasih ibu dan ayah sehingga hari ini..

semenjak aku lahir sehingga ke hari ini...aku selalu keluarkan tanda tanya..

kenapa mereka buat begini..kenapa buat begitu..

semuanya kerana sayang...ya..kerana sayang..

kita sebagai anak..kadang kala ada satu perasaan yang ibu bapa kita ni tak amek peduli kita..selalu sakitkan hati kita..selalu pentingkan diri sendiri dalam membuat keputusan..

fitrah seorang anak..normal untuk kadang kala rasa sedemikian..

tapi kita tak tahu..mereka sebenarnya terlalu sangat kasih akan kita dan tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita..cuma kita tak nampak...sebab kita ...ialah anak..

ibu ayah..satu bentuk syurga pada diriku..

kerana apa...kerana redha mereka redha Allah..

mampukah aku cium bau syurga tanpa redha dari mereka..

Allah ada sebab kenapa martabat ibu bapa ini diangkat begitu tinggi...

sebagai anak...carilah redha mereka dalam setiap perkara pun..

walaupun kita akan seringkali terluka..seringkali akan rasa ingin membangkang segala perkara..

tak mengapa...mereka itu syurga kita..

kawan aku pernah pesan pada aku..

walau susah nak patuh kehendak mereka...sebab kita ada keinginan kita sendiri..

tapi patuhilah kerana Allah..

sebab dari situ lahir seribu berkat...dan dari berkat itu..kita akan bahagia dunia akhirat..

memang payah...lagi2 untuk remaja yang meningkat dewasa..seperti aku sendiri..tak lari dengan keinginan aku yang meluap2..aku ingin itu..aku ingin ini...mencorak hidup aku sendiri..

tetapi ibu bapa...Allah sebut tentang mereka...dalam al Quran..

apa lagi yang kita hendak dustakan..

semuanya kalau kita buat kerana Allah...segalanya akan dipermudahkan..

redha ibu bapa...redha Allah

apa lagi yang kita nak kejar di dunia ni...selain redha dari kedua2nya...

apa lagi yang aku mahukan...

Allah..

ampunkan dosa2ku terhadap mereka..dosa2ku semasa aku kasari mereka dengan sedarku mahupun tanpa aku sedari...kasihi mereka sebagaimana mereka kasihi aku...mereka ibu ayahku dunia akhirat..

amin

Allah..

 

this is my heart

i opened it myself

look careful what's inside..

what do you see

look carefully..

there's an answer for a question..

answer for today and rest of my life 

............

passion and patient

always in my dreams

i wanna conduct one of those..

not one...but thousands 

=)

duhai Pemilik segala hati

Kau lakarkanlah peta yang termampu untuk kakiku berjalan

Kau peganglah hati ini seerat kasihMu..

dan bila tiba masanya nanti..Kau pinjamkannya pada tangan yang akan menjaganya kerana cinta kepadaMu..

amin 

kau dan aku...kita berbeza..

haha..ops sorry ter euphoric lak tbe2..standard la lately ni...hati bahagia semacam...perasaan yang hebat..aman damai jiwa sentosa..ceh..macam quote kat poster cintai sungai kita pulak..ppfft

hhhmmm..td iklan je...XD

tahukah anda...otak boleh fikir and laksanakan 7 perkara dalam satu masa yang sama...huahuahua..selalunya aku fikir 8 perkara sekali...extra satu tu aku fikir jap lagi nak makan apa..7 lagi tu...huh..ade laa..hehe

sebab itu..nombor telefon ada 7 angka prima...cewah..prima :p

haaa...bukan nak sexist atau racist..tapi satu lagi fakta yang aku rasa jelas dengan biji mata aku yang makin malap ditelan usia ni..it's scientific proven k...yakni..perempuan banyak buat kerja harian menggunakan tenaga dari lemak...manakala lelaki derive tenaga dari sel otot...ceh...dengar cam superb je...bagus la kalau lelaki2 di luar sana rase macam superb guna tenaga dari muscle...wekkkk..

walhal...pabila asid amino habis diguna pakai dari otot untuk kegunaan tenaga bagi kaum lelaki...kamu orang curi pula asid amino dari otak kalian..lepas tu otak nak guna apa...isyh3..kesian otak tu..ketandusan..kekeringan...kosong...ppffttt..

huh...manakala kaum sepertiku...sentiasa dan kerap kali guna lemak sebagai sumber tenaga...tak main lah nak guna asid amino ni..yela..mungkin kami tak larat angkat tong drum seperti kaum lelaki...tapi...

kalau dibandingkan...perempuan lepas buat kerja melampau banyak mana pun...kami masih aktif berfikir dan bercakap tanpa henti

we are unstoppable...lol

patutla...dalam drama2 melayu ke..english ke..si suami balik dari kerja..terus melepet atas sofa hadap tv...isteri tanya pendapat.."darl..u think i should beli peti sejuk baru x..."

suami diam je macam kena petit mal...

pastu masuk tidur...kkrroohh..kkrroooh...kroohhhhh

ajaibnyer ciptaan tuhan ni...dan setiap kejadian tu ada significant nyer..:)

ok dah ngantuk...malas nak baca buku dah...

kkrrooohhh...zzzz..kkrroooohhhhh

..........
sat...nak sambung sikit..hik3

si isteri tak tidoq..eyh sal tbe2 kuaq loghat utagha lak ni..ppfftt..si isteri meneruskan kerja2 harian seperti sedia maklum...ajar anak2 maths..gosok baju...waaa..non stop...and steady..

but i think it's fair enough..

ada sebab begitu...ada sebab begini..

siang tapi malam

ya Allah..

apakah yang sedang kurasakan ini..

berlari jauh dari mimpi

atau berlari dari realiti..

wajah langsung tak menterjemah rahsia hati

sedangkan diri sendiri masih boleh tertipu

tertipu dengan diri sendiri

tak mungkin...tapi mungkin juga..

siapa yang benar siapa yang khilaf

jantung atau akal

dalam realiti aku bermimpi

dalam mimpi aku mengejar realiti

aku di mana..

ya Allah..

apakah yang sedang kurasakan ini.....

bilakah waktu darahku akan mengalir tenang

bilakah nadiku akan berirama merdu

bilakah nafas tidak lagi terhenti tatkala malam

apakah yang sedang kurasakan ini..

..............

Dear friend...

i'm sorry for being harsh

i'm sorry for loving you not like the way you wish

i'm sorry because i'm not a good friend

i'm sorry for all the patience you had beared

and today you just touch my heart so deeply

and my soul has a reason to smile today

thank you so much

p/s: my friend dunya wal akhirah insya Allah :)

thank you prescribe ubat tu..suke2 :)

"The definition of a beautiful woman is one who loves me." 

 

 

my lateral spinothalamic pathway

satu hari apabila berjalan seorang diri di satu lorong yang sangat gelap.

samar-samar terlihat satu bayangan muncul dari kabus tebal menutup bintang-bintang malam

.............

jantung kencang tatkala diacu bilah tajam tepat ke arah jantung

dalam fikiranku,sakit yang teramat apabila bilah itu ditusuk sedalam-dalamnya

..............

kemudian

.............

apabila aku sedarkan diri,aku bertanya apa yang terjadi pada hakikatnya

kenapa aku di sini dan kenapa ada parut kesan tikaman pada tubuhku

..............

2 tahun kemudian..

..............

ketika memasak untuk sarapan pagi bersama yang tersayang

"mama...kenapa mama hiris jari mama sekali dengan sayur-sayur itu"

lihat pada tab sinki..ya Allah..darah mengalir seperti pili air terbuka dan lupa ditutup

kenapa aku tak rasa sakit 

kenapa aku masih tersenyum

................

"sayang,mama tak rasa sakit sebab mama pernah rasa sakit yang betul-betul menyakitkan suatu hari dahulu..dan mematikan segala saraf-saraf untuk menerima kesakitan-kesakitan kecil yang akan datang"

...............

memang jantungku tidak seperti dahulu

tetapi aku tak rasa sakit lagi 

................

meneruskan hidup tanpa rasa sakit

dan tak rasa takut lagi

................

alhamdulillah..

for what that make me scared in my life

is actually a gift for me to walk for another miles further

it's inoculated deeply inside the soul

and make me strong like i was before :)

"The secret of success is learning how to use pain and pleasure instead of having pain and pleasure use you.

 If you do that, you're in control of your life. 

If you don't, life controls you."

and the most important..

faith in God is a concept by which we measure our pain..=)

 

last drop :)

"but you may hate a thing although that is good for you, 

and can be you love a thing which is bad for you

Allah knows,you don't know"

=)

Allah..please don't take this pain away

if it's the only way to gain Your love

then i will bear it

wholeheartedly :)

and the rain falls with me

for what i have to go to sleep

if there are no sweetdreams..

until i find rainbow beyond those cystal drops

slowly it will take me back there

.........................

  once upon a time..i asked someone..

"Spirit tu datang dari mana?"

and he answered

"it comes from ur heart"

"May be a drop of ur tears"

"Will be a light of spirit"

masih ingat lagi?

.....................

every little strength comes from weakness

=)

  

shout and whisper

they are the same words but have two different ends

take care dear vocal cords

 

=D

exam around the corner..yeay :|

anyhow..dear brain..please be nice.. :P

it's not the time to give up..not yet

even..well..i'm not really passionate in gynaecology and obstetrics..but still i have to try my best kan..

who knows one day surprisingly i become head of obgyn like Dato' Siva :P :P

haha :|

competing era had over...it's about something else :)

hold on..move on

read..and read and read..

and be happy ^_^

never too late kan..lantak pi lah orang nak cakap apa..

 

wekkkk :P

 

 

 

my ramora

sometimes i knew it was fake

but i don't care as long as it's a happy day for me..

even it will not lasts..

sometimes i smiled upon lies

i knew it wasn't for real but it tastes like sugar

well..this is life

like you taste some honey with those closed eyes

 

 

="/

sometimes what i wanted the most

is the simplest thing in the world

:"/

ground zero

fully inoculated..isn't it ?

through the path given by God

beautiful...

terrifically beautiful

it's not that painful..walking on the grass

full of sharpest thorns on the earth

the heart still beating with its most beautiful song

always 

live well soul

twelve spheres are not yet in a line

:)

day 6

menganalisis pada jarak radius lebih 50 km dengan kelajuan angin melebihi 200 km sejam bersama purata hujan harian 2000 liter sehari..

semestinya gagal itu pasti

sigh~

=D

picaso face palmed

=P

colours

aku cuba untuk tak jadi stereotype

aku yakin tak semua orang macam tu..

may be dalam 100 ada 99 yang sama..

tapi siapa tahu yang aku jumpa ni adalah yang 1 dalam 100 tu..

 

 

 

=)

classmates :3

form 5

section 3,third year

 

arabic class

group 3, multisystem

geriatric department

gastrointestinal department

surgical oncology department

orthopaedic department

pulmonary medicine department

 

 

 :)

friday babbles

bila baca newsfeed facebook..

suke tengok semangat2 junior yang luar biasa..

junior skola...junior u..junior mana2 je la..

"i will do the best"

"i won't bla bla bla"

"i will this...i won't that"

especially kalau tengok junior first year yang nak masuk second year...

welcome to the "real life"

 haha...(sorry la gelak) *~*

but not everyone like me..actually most of them insyaAllah will make it =)

once upon a time...

 i was like that too..

i got millions of dreams and aims to achieve in life

i plan to plan...and hoping that all those pretty things that i planned going smooth and sound..

i always imagine that...the path will be straight and i'll walk through without any obstacles

but this is real life..

as time passed by...

everything goes another way around..

it's not the matter of regrets or whatever..

everyone is blessed...but in different ways..

i always say this to myself for self-reassurance..

i screwed my self uncountable times in my life..

i stumbled every step forward i made..

told you..

life is not that pretty...as i imagined once upon a time..

but today..

even there's so many thorns got stucked in my flesh..

praise Allah for everything..

He actually injected "immunoglobulins of life" in my blood..

if my life was that beautiful...

i'm not myself right now..

at least i can say that...i'm human being..a person...

 i wonder why people always say that

"if i get the chance to turn back the time......"

owh..for me...i will NEVER say that...HAHAHA..

enough to live once..=D

rather than to wish upon time machine...it's better to pray for better today and future..

^_^

^__T

A man just got married and was returning home with his wife. 

They were crossing a lake in a boat, when suddenly a great storm arose.

The man was a warrior, but the woman became very much afraid because it seemed almost hopeless:

The boat was small and the storm was really huge, and any moment they were going to be drowned.

 But the man sat silently, calm and quiet, as if nothing was happening.

The woman was trembling and she said : “Are you not afraid ? 

This may be our last moment of life! It doesn’t seem that we will be able to reach the other shore. Only some miracle can save us; otherwise death is certain. Are you not afraid? Are you mad or something? Are you a stone or something?"

The man laughed and took the sword out of its sheath.

The woman was even more puzzled: What he was doing?

Then he brought the naked sword close to the woman’s neck, so close that just a small gap was there, it was almost touching her neck.

He said :” Are you afraid ?”

She started to laugh and said :” Why should I be afraid ?,If the sword is in your hands, why I should be afraid? I know you love me."


He put the sword back and said, : "This is my answer. I know Allah Loves me, and the storm is in His hands SO WHATSOEVER IS GOING TO HAPPEN IS GOING TO BE GOOD.

If we survive, good; if we don’t survive, good ,because everything is in His hands and He will not do anything wrong. "

Allah say’s in the Quran..

"Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not". (2:216)

 
Everything happens with you is for GOOD.

p/s:copied pasted..=)

 

what are they thinking of?!

terkejut bila baru2 ni..ada dekat pasaran..

device for ppuan kencing berdiri..

seriously??!!

haih..memang sekarang dah macam2 la

memang semua corruption is stepwise..

mula2 untuk tandas lelaki they create mangkuk tandas berdiri tu..

then for women..this one pulak..

selekeh and...and memang against Islam..

sedangkan lelaki pun agama x kasi kencing berdiri..inikan perempuan..

hello...ada sebab la kenapa agama x kasi kan..

aiyooo...

@_@

serious la..kalau MALAS sgt....i suggest you device yang bawah ni...

................

*sigh*

 Our hearts shall win in 30 days...

murderer

hey guys...

happy ramadhan..again =D

 ....

quite bold isn't it...haha

but it depends on your perspectives

i'm attracted about the issue..as regard spiritual murder versus physical murder..

for my personal toughts..

if we look at other aspect aside from things like fornication.. 

this could be also implied in our daily life 

the best example is about myself

i loveeee to watch korean's MV so much..

it's undeniably awesome because...well you know =D

for me personally...like..

"ala...mmg la sexy..tp ppuan tgok ppuan x rase apa la..."

"x de effect pon...lagu pon best je"

but..actually...it darkens every corner of my heart bit by bit...

(this is one of example lah...actually there's so many things that can make our hearts darken..)

and yes..another one..
guess what...how many time you should close your eyes if you watch english movies..LOL.
save your heart...by closing you eyes..haha..you must =p

you we feel like...alah...pandang je la..bukan apa sangat pon..

but remember...satan do his job relentlessly...

until he can make us like "lembu kena cucuk hidung"..

nauzubillah.. 

as regard spiritual murder...

i agreed what he said..

it's more tragic that physical murder...

it affects our soul..our ibadah..and so on...

it's like a vicious circle..

look...it begins from a very simple ignorance..and it pulls us deep..deep...towards the gravity...and we can't help it... 

me myself...is just a human being...cannot lari from doing bad things...

but selagi boleh...

i try...we should try...

may be tomorrow we slipped...but stand up again..

for my opinion...

perkara lagho x dosa pon...it just sia2 je..

but for me..kalau dah selalu buat..

it gives way for that ugly creature to creep inside your heart

this one is actually for myself..

because i like to watch MV so much..haha..

kpop kot~LOL

but i must kurangkan...

owh yeah...not only kpop...

but also other things...that eventually charcoaling my soul

nauzubillah..

happy fasting 

=D

p/s: listen by yourselves...nak tulis panjang2 malas =P

 

strong olecranon

i woke up in the morning...

such glaring vision...

strrrtttrstrttrtrtttrrrrrrrtttttt....

Allah..!!

.....................

terpelanting serpihan blade kipas jauh ntah kemana...

and my strong olecranon just hurt a little..

Alhamdulillah..=D

 

instead of hilang blade...nasib baik x cederakan anak mata..

Allah..it was so close~

 

warning:bangun tidur jangan terus upgrade speed kipas..lagi2 tgh mamai..haha

 

happy ramadhan =D

Liebe heute

today is Friday...no class..serene atmosphere..

today muslims have the first love of Ramadhan for this year

everything is perfect..even the hot climate can't defeat the breezeness of the white hearts,insyaAllah :)

.............................

it's 7.04 pm..

we are ready to breath in the night air...

and with the modest iftar...

we thank Allah for all of His Compassion and Love

and such beautiful lantern of Ramadhan..a view from my window =)

what's your diagnosis ?

• patient A

pH          : 7.40
PaCO2    : 50
HCO3     : 40

• patient B

pH         :7.35
PaCO2   :50
HCO3    :40

• patient C

pH         :7.44
PaCO2   :15
HCO3    :15

• patient D

pH         :7.36

PaCO2   :15

HCO3    :15

i love playing with this ....=D

(*)

girls...take note

click and read this :)

happy ramadhan ^_^

wash out carbon dioxide

my life ain't so dynamic

.:static:.

orang kata tentang "hijrah"

perpindahan dari satu keadaan atau tempat ke satu yang lain

diam seketika...

dan aku mula menghayati apa konsep "berpindah" itu..

(it's ramadhan..but x kan nak cakap pasal hijrah time maal hijrah je kan.. )

pada mulanya...

aku berfikir..

hijrah ni sesuatu yang macam..

"kalau x pandai cuba jadi pandai"

"kalau x kaya cuba jadi kaya"

"kalau sekian2....cuba jadi sekian2"

kemudian...

aku cuba jadi pandai...

aku cuba tukar segalanya...

cuba...

kemudian aku mula rasa seperti tiada apa yang berubah..

cuba dan cuba dan cuba...

tiada satu pun yang berubah...

keadaan..semua sama

satu hari rasa macam....

"apa bakti aku pada diri sendiri...."

"kenapa hidup aku statik sepanjang masa..."

"kenapa dugaan yang aku lalui ni...tak nak pergi"

"kenapa......"

dan pada suati hari ni juga....

aku mula berfikir...

kenapa aku berfikiran sempit selama ni...

dan sebenarnya...

hidup ni tak la statik pun...

semuanya berubah cuma aku yang tak sedar dan kurang bersyukur...

aku tak nampak perubahan tu..

=(

kalau pasal kenapa aku tak leh pandai macam orang lain...

padahal sebenarnya aku merujuk pada result2 aku semase ke semase..

aku nak jadi macam dia..orang tu..orang ni...

padahal Allah tak pandang result...

Allah pandang usaha...usaha kearahNya..

suatu hari aku mula terdetik...

"usaha sungguh2....biar Allah pandang...biar Allah sayang..."

dan pada saat itu...aku mulai rasa hidup aku "bergerak"

tambah dengan rasa bersyukur...

ia gerak lagi laju...

dan aku mula rasa gembira dengan hidup aku...

dan aku faham...

apa yang aku usahakan...dan kepada siapa aku tujukan matlamat hidup ni..

dan apa destinasi yang kita pilih...

itulah hijrah...

dan aku maksudkan kepada semua perkara..

bukan akademik saja(medically obsessed..hahaha)

yang zahir...mahupun yang tersirat :)

dan kalau rasa tersepit dengan masalah...

......

itu maksudnya...

i'll pray harder..

i'll work on it harder..

dan apa2 pun yang aku lalui...berat mana pun hidup ni...hebat  mana pun masalah..

rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah LAGI..HEBAT....

and for what doesn't kills me..makes me stronger..=)

.:move:.

ya Allah...

 

 

 

awesomeness

alhamdulillah..

today is awesome...so so so awesome!

^_^

because i declare that...

THIS IS THE LAST ICDL EVER IN MY LIFE

yeay!!!!damn..wanna cry out in happiness..:P

everything going so smoothly today..

no traffic jam...everything is clear...

but the most awesome one is...

no need to queue up to enter the exam...

everything was like lightening...so fast and yeah...so soundly..

not to forget about my elective course...

to be honest...i hate it for the first time i saw my name under it...

hate hate hate so much..

but eventually...

God knows better about what i like more than i know..heeee

like..today...just felt like "ala...x mau gi icdl...nak tggu kelas abes.."

miaaww...

the professors...the learning itself...owh my God...

every little piece i can carve the word "awesome"..!!

yeah...today is just awesome...

even it's superduper hot today..

i hope i just burnt calories of fat because i sweat like a pig in that "sauna"..:D

 

today...my price of happiness...

..priceless..

 

no one can ever ever bargain it..

 

=)

 

 

 

banana is yellow..popcorn too

when i go to the right.. a person took my hand and turned me to the left

and again

when i go the left..that same person try to bring me to the right..

define that ;)

haih..

don't talk to me if you're not ironman

i'm horEMOnal oriented

sigh~

kepada wanita paling cantik yang pernahku kenali..

redhamu..redha Allah..

..................................................

doa-doa orang lain terhadap diriku tak setanding doa darimu..

...................

patutlah my dad sampai call...along...nape dah lama tak call mama..

someone is missing me lah...:D

rasa macam everytime nak call...rasa macam...even small things pon nak cerita..

"mama..doakan along...along nak exam"

"mama...doakan along...jap lagi nak kuar jalan2.."

"mama...doakan along...to be happy and strong all the time"

"mama..doakan along...along nak sembuh cepat..padahal sakit ulcer mulut je :P "

"mama..doakan along..along tak dapat tdo la arini..terlebih minum kopi"erkkk

"mama...doakan kawan2 along sekali ea..."

gedik kan...sikit2 nak minta mak doakan...

tapi doa mak la paling powerful...kan3.. 

sayang anak kat mak...tak sama ngan sayang mak kat anak...

kalau rasa cam dah cukup sayang sangat2 kat mak kita...

mak kita lagi sayangkan kita for millions time power squared wat ever infinity...strttrttsttt...(x leh nak digambarkan)

kan3...
time kita lam perut mak kita...lagi banyak braxton hicks contraction...lagi banyak sayang kita dapat skang ni..lol..belum tambah lagi untuk yang disebabkan kita...ada yang kena brandt andrew method lagi...it's like"payah betul nak lahirkan die ni...macam2 technique dah guna...silap tak guna bimanual compression je"
so much pain..so much love...kan3...

cuba buat mak kita senyum hari-hari...cuba2...:)

ya Allah...berkatnya hidup...

opss...next time untuk for the most handsome guy in the world pulak..:P:P

the missed electron

awesomeness of studying paediatric

.............

rasa tak berapa puas...bukan sebab on scoring those paper..

just cukup ke ilmu yang ditimba untuk jadi doctor yang "package"..

bila ada soalan yang tak berapa nak boleh dijawab...fikir2 balik...this one must be studied again..how can i apply these in life...kalau exam senang pun jawab terketar2..

.:frust:. 

ok..shut up fana :D

actually everything gone well today..(except for essay paper td..lol..because i sweat so much during answering)..haha

everything gone well...very well..

but i felt somehow strange...

strange feelings that actually dah lame dah rase macam ni...long2 time ago..

the atmosphere changed a little bit today

perhaps i should be adapted to this new plumbum shield wall

till today...i can't see that "eyes"..

owh..dah lama tak makan sup bayam merah...haih...



 

exam alert!

keep on eating

then study

 

i forgot that i never ask for it..

thank you so much :)

i wish i could learn to ask for something...something that i really want..

swog~

reality hurts right..

pffffttt...:P:P

breakfast for the soul

• of course your subuh prayer
• pages..pages..pages of Holy book
• hot chocolate
• tomato...(damn it...this one just out of stock)
• ILO listing...what to learn today...about life?death?cooking?killing?
• a view from tomorrow..perhaps you should forecast a little bit
• adrenalinic songs by dr dre :P:P
• positive thinking...huahuahua
• Dhuha
• get a person to disturb...
• open the window to allow precious oxy entering your swampy room
• haters gonna hate...but that's not always the rule;)..forgive..
• love to make ownselves happy first...
• again...be happy..in what ever atmosphere..:)

i wish to do all of those wonderful things in the morning...i wish...
=)

exam's luggage

1. infinite food supply
2. food food food
3. enough paper to make origami kalau dah tepu sgt
4. enough low rate voip credit to kacau my adik
5. ink..colours..highlighter..magic pen wat ever...untuk conteng meja di kala bosan
6. water...sort of dehydrated time2 summer ni
7. mp3...emergency tool kalau arab bising
8. distance between the heart to God..paling paling penting~
9. minyak hijau
10. flora dan fauna...(fauna x yah kot)
11. cili,bawang merah,bawang putih,minyak masak,tomato,telur
12. healthy brain and stomach..erkk
13. gunting
14. jam
15. selimut,kipas,bantal
16. tido...zZzzzzzz

goodluck to me..zZzzzz

 

speed of light

it passes in between two breathes..

never give chance to look back behind..

once let go..

never come back

never..

p/s:...

if a man expects his woman to be an angel in his life...

then he should first create a heaven for her...

............

the nightingale's dream

 mesmerizing sky...

all the night..

i wish that i'm one of them..

=)

pada suatu hari...

 .:penantian hanyalah waktu :.

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ok..tukar topik..

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nak define something today..

kawan: ketika panas dan sejuk dia bersamamu..lol

:D

p/s:fyi..that's Nariman Hospital...for my orthopedic posting..:D
yaaa!!beautipool....

:P

 

i'm not letting you go..

just letting you fly :)

if only

if you know the difference between hate and pain..

if only you know...

look back deeply...and tell me what is the difference

if only you know...

to define...

tell me..

awan bertali pawana terbang hadir

 akar beringin berpaut ditepi

usah menanam tebu dipinggir bibir

rebung tumbuh berduri dalam hati

it is not love

Eh eh, engkau yang bajet alim tu. Tudung labuh, tak cakap dengan lelaki, jalan pun tunduk sampai langgar tiang, usrah sana, usrah sini, dakwah sana, dakwah sini. Aku nak tanya kau ni.

Awak cakap dengan saya ke?

Haah, kau lah. Siapa lagi? Takkan aku cakap dengan dinding pula. Aku tengok akademik kau tak ada lah bagus sangat. Apa cerita kawan? Doa kau tak makbul ke?tengok aku...lepak2 je...men gitar..x gi tafaquh...study masuk je...top student lak tu...haih...doa sikit dapat A...doa banyak sikit terus 4 flat...ngeh3..confirm nye lah~pastu aku lek je free hair...rambut lawa la katakan...panas lak tu summer2 nih...haih...buat pe jadi cam ko...tutup sana sini...x panas ker??ko buat apa2 baik pun..aku tengok...ko cam x epi je...sikit2 ade masalah...aku alhamdulillah la...setakat ni no problem..hidup epi2 je...rezeki pun..macam durian runtuh...

ISTIDRAJ

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It is when Allah gives you rezki
not to help you
but to let you go astray..

-nauzubillah min zalik- 

more than scramble eggs

decisions...

Z~

The color of your clothing may also be tiring you out. Dark colors like black, navy and brown stimulate the secretion of melatonin--the chemical that makes you sleepy. The good news is that studies show there are many colors to keep you energized. White clothes suppress sleep-inducing melatonin and boost serotonin--the feel-good chemical in your brain. Red is good for an aggressive kind of energy. It's also been shown to increase blood flow and stimulate adrenal glands. Yellow has been proven to stimulate the brain, build self-confidence, and encourage optimism. 

precious things are not easy to get

it's about the willingness to walk on the thorns

to crawl in the mud

to be burnt by those anger

to sacrifice an ocean of tear

to have faith with every vague hope

to face those fears in every falling leave

to count the hidden pearl in every sunrise
to preserve purity in every sapphire 

because they aren't easy...they aren't...

do not cross the blood brain barrier :P

:P