Monday, 28 January 2013

the promise

"manusia akan bercinta lagi di syurga,tempat pertama lahirnya cinta.ketika itulah fitrah akan menjadi anugerah yang berharga dan bernilai"
 subhanAllah..cannot imagine how beautiful it is...
a gift for the true believer..and for the one that sees beauty in patience and hardship

europe 2012




olympic museum,germany


but this year,no snow,no breath vapour..but the smell of tropical rain..
super brand new book
insyaAllah :)

Saturday, 26 January 2013


me and my little sista
gonna meet you soon!!
gonna hug you tightly
gonna kiss you hardly..

biiznillah :)

p/s:kena ajar sikit dak ni senyum..haha

the black falcon


great gift from God.shouldn't waste yourself.i looked like i am stupid,but i am not.i looked like i agree with what people said,but before i fall asleep i against everything and have my own :)


i am easily to forgive.and accept.time decide
i asked forgiveness from God for me myself and also for the one that come to apologize
then move on.i forgive,i live:)


from God


adrenaline rush.river flows.birds flying


it is the virtue of life.directly proportional to faith


is the reason why i am here now.makes me smile.makes me laugh.makes me is a cocktail that drives me crazy.i love to love.the pain makes me an addictor.the wound is walking on the clouds and slides on the is the most beautiful rose with the sharpest thorns.ain't a word can describe it perfectly :)


bridges the hearts.


the only world that i can see we are flying together


only kills and gain nothing


everything in this world:)


makes me smile


endure and bear everything 



Thursday, 24 January 2013

beats that will never end

she is clothed in courage and dignity
she laughs without fear of the future
she stands up and will always stands up to break all the mountains
without fear of pain
she touches the wind
without fear of cold
she fears nothing..except The One who owns her soul and life


Sunday, 20 January 2013


A sentimental longing for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations..
i never regret what had happened or just happened
people said that we met a person for two reasons..blessing or lesson
whom i met before will always be my blessing..and also lesson for me as i learn how to smile to the world :)
i doubt myself...i doubt my heart
but eventually..i know today that i was born..not to hate..but always love 
because love keeps the soul to live..eternally
everyday..when i get the chance to close my eyes,i see rainbow..i smell rain..i hear birds chipping..beautiful..i pray to God,this kind of feelings will remain forever..even just in dreams...sweetdreams..
my view is getting saphire clear as the tear drops wash out the dusty thought..
those drops are serene drops..knowing that everything will be alright..because God will always take care of us..

i am not a "let going" person..because i never let go things that passed beside me..
everything that were with me..are the building blocks that make me who i am today
so i don't let go..but i take it as the stair to reach those stars above
haaa..i heard that people said that..if you really love someone..or things or let go..
i want to make a correction..
"if you really love someone..set them free"
there are enormous different between letting go and set free :) 
another thing is..i don't sympathize human being..
i learnt that from my she has two special kids..
she raises them not because of is love..
because love remains forever,but sympathy is just a temporary feeling towards helpless persona..
does my mother raises them because of sympathy??if that is what we called sympathy,then why my mother swear to death to live with her two special kids till her last breath?why my mother endure till today?
this is LOVE :)
so do i..when i love,it's love..i don't put people in my heart just because of  sympathy,because the only ticket to get into my heart is love ;)
sympathy is other thing..if i give a dog a slice of bread..that is what i call SYMPATHY
and in the end of the day...all i know is love..nor hate,nor sympathy..
i am who i am...nothing could change it
i wish the best for my past...present and future..
what's nostalgia remains nostalgia..
i'll keep it tidy in my mind...
as the sun the stars born..
my heart smiles...i've done my best...and this is it..
nostalgia is nostalgia
what remain..will remain forever..


Tuesday, 15 January 2013

truly love,and only love..

Bismillahirahman ar rahim..
Rabbi Yassir wala tu’assir. Rabbi tham mim bil hayr. Rabbi zidni ‘ilman war zuqni fahman.
O my Lord, make things easier for me,
do not make things difficult for me.
O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness.
O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.


i don't care if my heart broke into pieces and my soul smashed recklessly...
i have You...i have EVERYTHING

grant me a soft heart that hate to hate
grant me strength that never die
grant me a soulmate that loves You more than me
grant me ....the one that can sails the boat with me even in the stormy waves of ocean
grant me the one that shall never give up to have faith..

i love You ...
and i have no reason to be in sorrow anymore

Monday, 14 January 2013


seperti ulut bulu yang berdepan dengan seekor burung yang akan memakannya..hehe
tapi kenapa ulut bulu masih tersenyum comel..

inilah dinamakan YAKIN..weeeee
satu perkataan ni mengubah seluruh hidupku..cewah..
disakiti..ditepis..tapi yang aku rasa hanyalah bahagia..heee
yakin yakin yakin..

i say love love love...

to be continued..

Saturday, 12 January 2013

one day :x

i just HAVEN'T met You yet... :x

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility
 They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet... :x

Friday, 11 January 2013

tak hilang lagi indahnya..

adanya kegelapan kerana adanya cahaya
adanya benci kerana adanya sayang
adanya marah kerana adanya belas
adanya tersungkur kerana kelak aku akan berdiri
adanya kasih kerana adanya hati
adanya sedih kerana gembira bakal tiba
adanya aku kerana adanya Dia
adanya kamu kerana adanya jantung
adanya masa hadapan kerana adanya yakin
adanya hari ini kerana adanya masa silam
adanya maaf kerana khilaf itu fitrah manusia
adanya bijak lahir dari air yang dahulunya keruh
adanya bulan kerana adanya mentari
adanya pasrah dari sanubari yang berserah
adanya tenang kerana pelangi itu indah
adanya hujan kerana aku rindu untuk senyum
adanya bayu dan mata terpejam
adanya cita kerana adanya cinta
adanya percaya dalam ketakutan
adanya malam kerana siang sudah berlalu
adanya irama kerana penat membisu
adanya kehilangan kerana suatu hari ada pertemuan
adanya pengorbanan yang tak kan sia sia
adanya hari esok...penuh pengharapan

Sunday, 6 January 2013

tadbir dan takdir

for what we achieved in the past,today,and in the future..

1 % from our hardworks and effort..
99% is God's..    


usaha keras mana pun kalau Allah tak izinkan..memang tak menjadi juga..
tapi tanpa usaha yang keras..macam mana juga nak capai apa yang kita inginkan...sebab kita hilang 1%...masih tak mencukupi untuk capai 100% 


usaha tangga kejayaan
doa pintu kejayaan

Friday, 4 January 2013


who are you to say that you understand me
i was afraid before...yes damn afraid..
but today i won't walk into another person's shadow anymore
assume that you understood me..
assume that you are forever right
assume whatever you want
when i'm tired,i nod..yup..just nodding..because i'm tired of the assumptions 


pagi yang indah..banyak benda x study lagi..banyak sesangat2..haha
rase harini dah boleh pk waras sikit kot...selera dah naik kat cik hitam..cik purple juge =D

never too late kan nak study..insyaAllah boleh overtake nyer lah..HOHO
 dah lama x rase jumaat macam nih..rase seronok..sebab boleh luangkan masa dengan kekasih kekasih hati..
 cuaca pun sepoi2 bahasa jepun..sedap..katil pun dah x sampai hati lah nak tido..haha

p/s:padahal nak sedapkan hati sebab exam really2 around the corner =P