the promise

"manusia akan bercinta lagi di syurga,tempat pertama lahirnya cinta.ketika itulah fitrah akan menjadi anugerah yang berharga dan bernilai"

 subhanAllah..cannot imagine how beautiful it is...

a gift for the true believer..and for the one that sees beauty in patience and hardship

europe 2012

 

volendam,holland

cologne,germany

paris,france

olympic museum,germany

frankfurt,germany

but this year,no snow,no breath vapour..but the smell of tropical rain..
super brand new book
insyaAllah :)

masterpiece

me and my little sista

gonna meet you soon!!

gonna hug you tightly

gonna kiss you hardly..

XOXO

biiznillah :)

p/s:kena ajar sikit dak ni senyum..haha

the black falcon

life

great gift from God.shouldn't waste it.prioritize.be yourself.i looked like i am stupid,but i am not.i looked like i agree with what people said,but before i fall asleep i against everything and have my own :)

forgiveness

i am easily to forgive.and accept.time decide

i asked forgiveness from God for me myself and also for the one that come to apologize

then move on.i forgive,i live:)

strength

from God

passion

adrenaline rush.river flows.birds flying high.medicine.love

patient

it is the virtue of life.directly proportional to faith

love

is the reason why i am here now.makes me smile.makes me laugh.makes me cry.love is a cocktail that drives me crazy.i love to love.the pain makes me an addictor.the wound is beautiful.like walking on the clouds and slides on the rainbow.love is the most beautiful rose with the sharpest thorns.ain't a word can describe it perfectly :)

 trust

bridges the hearts.

dream

the only world that i can see we are flying together

hate

only kills and gain nothing

beauty

everything in this world:)

memory 

makes me smile

perseverance

endure and bear everything 

heart

beats 

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beats that will never end

she is clothed in courage and dignity

she laughs without fear of the future

she stands up and will always stands up to break all the mountains

without fear of pain

she touches the wind

without fear of cold

she fears nothing..except The One who owns her soul and life

~strength~

imagination

 where dreams come true 

ranting of a lady

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:)

nostalgia

A sentimental longing for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations..

yup..

i never regret what had happened or just happened

people said that we met a person for two reasons..blessing or lesson

whom i met before will always be my blessing..and also lesson for me as i learn how to smile to the world :)

i doubt myself...i doubt my heart

but eventually..i know today that i was born..not to hate..but always love 

because love keeps the soul to live..eternally

everyday..when i get the chance to close my eyes,i see rainbow..i smell rain..i hear birds chipping..beautiful..i pray to God,this kind of feelings will remain forever..even just in dreams...sweetdreams..

my view is getting saphire clear as the tear drops wash out the dusty thought..

those drops are serene drops..knowing that everything will be alright..because God will always take care of us..

i am not a "let going" person..because i never let go things that passed beside me..

everything that were with me..are the building blocks that make me who i am today

so i don't let go..but i take it as the stair to reach those stars above

haaa..i heard that people said that..if you really love someone..or things or etc..you let go..

nope

i want to make a correction..

"if you really love someone..set them free"

there are enormous different between letting go and set free :) 

another thing is..i don't sympathize human being..

i learnt that from my mother..as she has two special kids..

she raises them not because of sympathy..it is love..

because love remains forever,but sympathy is just a temporary feeling towards helpless persona..

does my mother raises them because of sympathy??if that is what we called sympathy,then why my mother swear to death to live with her two special kids till her last breath?why my mother endure till today?

this is LOVE :)

so do i..when i love,it's love..i don't put people in my heart just because of  sympathy,because the only ticket to get into my heart is love ;)
sympathy is other thing..if i give a dog a slice of bread..that is what i call SYMPATHY

and in the end of the day...all i know is love..nor hate,nor sympathy..

i am who i am...nothing could change it

i wish the best for my past...present and future..

what's nostalgia remains nostalgia..

i'll keep it tidy in my mind...

as the sun sets...as the stars born..

my heart smiles...i've done my best...and this is it..

nostalgia is nostalgia

what remain..will remain forever..

love~

truly love,and only love..

Bismillahirahman ar rahim..

Rabbi Yassir wala tu’assir. Rabbi tham mim bil hayr. Rabbi zidni ‘ilman war zuqni fahman.

O my Lord, make things easier for me,
do not make things difficult for me.
O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness.
O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.

amin..

i don't care if my heart broke into pieces and my soul smashed recklessly...
i have You...i have EVERYTHING

grant me a soft heart that hate to hate
grant me strength that never die
grant me a soulmate that loves You more than me
grant me ....the one that can sails the boat with me even in the stormy waves of ocean
grant me the one that shall never give up to have faith..

i love You ...
and i have no reason to be in sorrow anymore

fearless

seperti ulut bulu yang berdepan dengan seekor burung yang akan memakannya..hehe

tapi kenapa ulut bulu masih tersenyum comel..

inilah dinamakan YAKIN..weeeee

satu perkataan ni mengubah seluruh hidupku..cewah..

disakiti..ditepis..tapi yang aku rasa hanyalah bahagia..heee

yakin yakin yakin..

i say love love love...

sekian~

to be continued..

one day :x

i just HAVEN'T met You yet... :x

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to loose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I’ll never give up
I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility
 

 They say all’s fair in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid to give so much more than I get
I said love love love love love love love
I just haven't met you yet... :x

tak hilang lagi indahnya..

adanya kegelapan kerana adanya cahaya

adanya benci kerana adanya sayang

adanya marah kerana adanya belas

adanya tersungkur kerana kelak aku akan berdiri

adanya kasih kerana adanya hati

adanya sedih kerana gembira bakal tiba

adanya aku kerana adanya Dia

adanya kamu kerana adanya jantung

adanya masa hadapan kerana adanya yakin

adanya hari ini kerana adanya masa silam

adanya maaf kerana khilaf itu fitrah manusia

adanya bijak lahir dari air yang dahulunya keruh

adanya bulan kerana adanya mentari

adanya pasrah dari sanubari yang berserah

adanya tenang kerana pelangi itu indah

adanya hujan kerana aku rindu untuk senyum

adanya bayu dan mata terpejam

adanya cita kerana adanya cinta

adanya percaya dalam ketakutan

adanya malam kerana siang sudah berlalu

adanya irama kerana penat membisu

adanya kehilangan kerana suatu hari ada pertemuan

adanya pengorbanan yang tak kan sia sia

adanya hari esok...penuh pengharapan

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tadbir dan takdir

for what we achieved in the past,today,and in the future..

1 % from our hardworks and effort..

99% is God's..    

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usaha keras mana pun kalau Allah tak izinkan..memang tak menjadi juga..

tapi tanpa usaha yang keras..macam mana juga nak capai apa yang kita inginkan...sebab kita hilang 1%...masih tak mencukupi untuk capai 100% 

=)

usaha tangga kejayaan

doa pintu kejayaan

OSCEmania

who are you to say that you understand me

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i was afraid before...yes damn afraid..

but today i won't walk into another person's shadow anymore

assume that you understood me..

assume that you are forever right

assume whatever you want

when i'm tired,i nod..yup..just nodding..because i'm tired of the assumptions 

=)

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pagi yang indah..banyak benda x study lagi..banyak sesangat2..haha
rase harini dah boleh pk waras sikit kot...selera dah naik kat cik hitam..cik purple juge =D

never too late kan nak study..insyaAllah boleh overtake nyer lah..HOHO
 dah lama x rase jumaat macam nih..rase seronok..sebab boleh luangkan masa dengan kekasih kekasih hati..
 cuaca pun sepoi2 bahasa jepun..sedap..katil pun dah kemas..so x sampai hati lah nak tido..haha

p/s:padahal nak sedapkan hati sebab exam really2 around the corner =P