Saturday, 28 July 2012

classmates :3




form 5


section 3,third year

 
arabic class


group 3, multisystem


geriatric department


gastrointestinal department


surgical oncology department



orthopaedic department


pulmonary medicine department 

 
 :)




Friday, 27 July 2012

friday babbles


bila baca newsfeed facebook..
suke tengok semangat2 junior yang luar biasa..
junior skola...junior u..junior mana2 je la..

"i will do the best"
"i won't bla bla bla"
"i will this...i won't that"

especially kalau tengok junior first year yang nak masuk second year...
welcome to the "real life"
 haha...(sorry la gelak) *~*

but not everyone like me..actually most of them insyaAllah will make it =)

once upon a time...
 i was like that too..
i got millions of dreams and aims to achieve in life
i plan to plan...and hoping that all those pretty things that i planned going smooth and sound..
i always imagine that...the path will be straight and i'll walk through without any obstacles
but this is real life..
as time passed by...
everything goes another way around..
it's not the matter of regrets or whatever..
everyone is blessed...but in different ways..
i always say this to myself for self-reassurance..

i screwed my self uncountable times in my life..
i stumbled every step forward i made..
told you..
life is not that pretty...as i imagined once upon a time..

but today..
even there's so many thorns got stucked in my flesh..
praise Allah for everything..
He actually injected "immunoglobulins of life" in my blood..

if my life was that beautiful...
i'm not myself right now..
at least i can say that...i'm human being..a person...

 i wonder why people always say that
"if i get the chance to turn back the time......"
owh..for me...i will NEVER say that...HAHAHA..
enough to live once..=D
rather than to wish upon time machine...it's better to pray for better today and future..
^_^




^__T



A man just got married and was returning home with his wife. 
They were crossing a lake in a boat, when suddenly a great storm arose.

The man was a warrior, but the woman became very much afraid because it seemed almost hopeless:

The boat was small and the storm was really huge, and any moment they were going to be drowned.
 But the man sat silently, calm and quiet, as if nothing was happening.

The woman was trembling and she said : “Are you not afraid ? 
This may be our last moment of life! It doesn’t seem that we will be able to reach the other shore. Only some miracle can save us; otherwise death is certain. Are you not afraid? Are you mad or something? Are you a stone or something?"

The man laughed and took the sword out of its sheath.


The woman was even more puzzled: What he was doing?


Then he brought the naked sword close to the woman’s neck, so close that just a small gap was there, it was almost touching her neck.


He said :” Are you afraid ?”


She started to laugh and said :” Why should I be afraid ?,If the sword is in your hands, why I should be afraid? I know you love me."


He put the sword back and said, :
"This is my answer.
I know Allah Loves me, and the storm is in His hands SO WHATSOEVER IS GOING TO HAPPEN IS GOING TO BE GOOD.

If we survive, good; if we don’t survive, good ,because everything is in His hands and He will not do anything wrong. "


Allah say’s in the Quran..


"
Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not". (2:216)
 
Everything happens with you is for GOOD.


p/s:copied pasted..=)







 

what are they thinking of?!


terkejut bila baru2 ni..ada dekat pasaran..
device for ppuan kencing berdiri..
seriously??!!
haih..memang sekarang dah macam2 la
memang semua corruption is stepwise..
mula2 untuk tandas lelaki they create mangkuk tandas berdiri tu..
then for women..this one pulak..
selekeh and...and memang against Islam..
sedangkan lelaki pun agama x kasi kencing berdiri..inikan perempuan..
hello...ada sebab la kenapa agama x kasi kan..
aiyooo...
@_@
serious la..kalau MALAS sgt....i suggest you device yang bawah ni...


................


*sigh*




Monday, 23 July 2012

murderer



hey guys...
happy ramadhan..again =D
 ....

quite bold isn't it...haha
but it depends on your perspectives

i'm attracted about the issue..as regard spiritual murder versus physical murder..
for my personal toughts..
if we look at other aspect aside from things like fornication.. 
this could be also implied in our daily life 

the best example is about myself
i loveeee to watch korean's MV so much..
it's undeniably awesome because...well you know =D
for me personally...like..
"ala...mmg la sexy..tp ppuan tgok ppuan x rase apa la..."
"x de effect pon...lagu pon best je"
but..actually...it darkens every corner of my heart bit by bit...
(this is one of example lah...actually there's so many things that can make our hearts darken..)
and yes..another one..
guess what...how many time you should close your eyes if you watch english movies..LOL.
save your heart...by closing you eyes..haha..you must =p
you we feel like...alah...pandang je la..bukan apa sangat pon..
but remember...satan do his job relentlessly...
until he can make us like "lembu kena cucuk hidung"..
nauzubillah.. 

as regard spiritual murder...
i agreed what he said..
it's more tragic that physical murder...
it affects our soul..our ibadah..and so on...
it's like a vicious circle..

look...it begins from a very simple ignorance..and it pulls us deep..deep...towards the gravity...and we can't help it... 

me myself...is just a human being...cannot lari from doing bad things...
but selagi boleh...
i try...we should try...
may be tomorrow we slipped...but stand up again..

for my opinion...
perkara lagho x dosa pon...it just sia2 je..
but for me..kalau dah selalu buat..
it gives way for that ugly creature to creep inside your heart

this one is actually for myself..
because i like to watch MV so much..haha..
kpop kot~LOL
but i must kurangkan...
owh yeah...not only kpop...
but also other things...that eventually charcoaling my soul
nauzubillah..

happy fasting 

=D

p/s: listen by yourselves...nak tulis panjang2 malas =P

 

Saturday, 21 July 2012

strong olecranon


i woke up in the morning...
such glaring vision...
strrrtttrstrttrtrtttrrrrrrrtttttt....
Allah..!!
.....................

terpelanting serpihan blade kipas jauh ntah kemana...
and my strong olecranon just hurt a little..
Alhamdulillah..=D
 
instead of hilang blade...nasib baik x cederakan anak mata..
Allah..it was so close~
 
warning:bangun tidur jangan terus upgrade speed kipas..lagi2 tgh mamai..haha
 
happy ramadhan =D



Friday, 20 July 2012

Liebe heute


today is Friday...no class..serene atmosphere..
today muslims have the first love of Ramadhan for this year
everything is perfect..even the hot climate can't defeat the breezeness of the white hearts,insyaAllah :)
.............................

it's 7.04 pm..
we are ready to breath in the night air...
and with the modest iftar...
we thank Allah for all of His Compassion and Love


and such beautiful lantern of Ramadhan..a view from my window =)




what's your diagnosis ?


  • patient A
pH          : 7.40
PaCO2    : 50
HCO3     : 40

  • patient B
pH         :7.35
PaCO2   :50
HCO3    :40

  • patient C
pH         :7.44
PaCO2   :15
HCO3    :15

  • patient D
pH         :7.36
PaCO2   :15
HCO3    :15
i love playing with this ....=D


Thursday, 19 July 2012

(*)



girls...take note


happy ramadhan ^_^


wash out carbon dioxide


my life ain't so dynamic
.:static:.

orang kata tentang "hijrah"
perpindahan dari satu keadaan atau tempat ke satu yang lain
diam seketika...
dan aku mula menghayati apa konsep "berpindah" itu..
(it's ramadhan..but x kan nak cakap pasal hijrah time maal hijrah je kan.. )
pada mulanya...
aku berfikir..
hijrah ni sesuatu yang macam..
"kalau x pandai cuba jadi pandai"
"kalau x kaya cuba jadi kaya"
"kalau sekian2....cuba jadi sekian2"

kemudian...
aku cuba jadi pandai...
aku cuba tukar segalanya...
cuba...

kemudian aku mula rasa seperti tiada apa yang berubah..
cuba dan cuba dan cuba...
tiada satu pun yang berubah...
keadaan..semua sama

satu hari rasa macam....
"apa bakti aku pada diri sendiri...."
"kenapa hidup aku statik sepanjang masa..."
"kenapa dugaan yang aku lalui ni...tak nak pergi"
"kenapa......"

dan pada suati hari ni juga....
aku mula berfikir...
kenapa aku berfikiran sempit selama ni...

dan sebenarnya...
hidup ni tak la statik pun...
semuanya berubah cuma aku yang tak sedar dan kurang bersyukur...
aku tak nampak perubahan tu..
=(

kalau pasal kenapa aku tak leh pandai macam orang lain...
padahal sebenarnya aku merujuk pada result2 aku semase ke semase..
aku nak jadi macam dia..orang tu..orang ni...
padahal Allah tak pandang result...
Allah pandang usaha...usaha kearahNya..
suatu hari aku mula terdetik...
"usaha sungguh2....biar Allah pandang...biar Allah sayang..."
dan pada saat itu...aku mulai rasa hidup aku "bergerak"
tambah dengan rasa bersyukur...
ia gerak lagi laju...
dan aku mula rasa gembira dengan hidup aku...
dan aku faham...
apa yang aku usahakan...dan kepada siapa aku tujukan matlamat hidup ni..
dan apa destinasi yang kita pilih...
itulah hijrah...

dan aku maksudkan kepada semua perkara..
bukan akademik saja(medically obsessed..hahaha)

yang zahir...mahupun yang tersirat :)

dan kalau rasa tersepit dengan masalah...

......


itu maksudnya...

i'll pray harder..
i'll work on it harder..

dan apa2 pun yang aku lalui...berat mana pun hidup ni...hebat  mana pun masalah..
rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah LAGI..HEBAT....

and for what doesn't kills me..makes me stronger..=)

.:move:.




Tuesday, 17 July 2012

awesomeness


alhamdulillah..
today is awesome...so so so awesome!
^_^

because i declare that...
THIS IS THE LAST ICDL EVER IN MY LIFE
yeay!!!!damn..wanna cry out in happiness..:P

everything going so smoothly today..
no traffic jam...everything is clear...
but the most awesome one is...
no need to queue up to enter the exam...
everything was like lightening...so fast and yeah...so soundly..

not to forget about my elective course...
to be honest...i hate it for the first time i saw my name under it...
hate hate hate so much..
but eventually...
God knows better about what i like more than i know..heeee
like..today...just felt like "ala...x mau gi icdl...nak tggu kelas abes.."
miaaww...

the professors...the learning itself...owh my God...
every little piece i can carve the word "awesome"..!!

yeah...today is just awesome...
even it's superduper hot today..
i hope i just burnt calories of fat because i sweat like a pig in that "sauna"..:D
 
today...my price of happiness...
..priceless..
 
no one can ever ever bargain it..
 
=)
 
 
 


Saturday, 14 July 2012

banana is yellow..popcorn too


when i go to the right.. a person took my hand and turned me to the left
and again
when i go the left..that same person try to bring me to the right..

define that ;)



Friday, 13 July 2012

Sunday, 8 July 2012

kepada wanita paling cantik yang pernahku kenali..


redhamu..redha Allah..
..................................................
doa-doa orang lain terhadap diriku tak setanding doa darimu..
...................
patutlah my dad sampai call...along...nape dah lama tak call mama..
someone is missing me lah...:D
rasa macam everytime nak call...rasa macam...even small things pon nak cerita..
"mama..doakan along...along nak exam"
"mama...doakan along...jap lagi nak kuar jalan2.."
"mama...doakan along...to be happy and strong all the time"
"mama..doakan along...along nak sembuh cepat..padahal sakit ulcer mulut je :P "
"mama..doakan along..along tak dapat tdo la arini..terlebih minum kopi"erkkk
"mama...doakan kawan2 along sekali ea..."
gedik kan...sikit2 nak minta mak doakan...
tapi doa mak la paling powerful...kan3.. 
sayang anak kat mak...tak sama ngan sayang mak kat anak...
kalau rasa cam dah cukup sayang sangat2 kat mak kita...
mak kita lagi sayangkan kita for millions time power squared wat ever infinity...strttrttsttt...(x leh nak digambarkan)
kan3...
time kita lam perut mak kita...lagi banyak braxton hicks contraction...lagi banyak sayang kita dapat skang ni..lol..belum tambah lagi untuk yang disebabkan kita...ada yang kena brandt andrew method lagi...it's like"payah betul nak lahirkan die ni...macam2 technique dah guna...silap tak guna bimanual compression je"
so much pain..so much love...kan3...
cuba buat mak kita senyum hari-hari...cuba2...:)
ya Allah...berkatnya hidup...
opss...next time untuk for the most handsome guy in the world pulak..:P:P


the missed electron


awesomeness of studying paediatric
.............

rasa tak berapa puas...bukan sebab on scoring those paper..
just cukup ke ilmu yang ditimba untuk jadi doctor yang "package"..
bila ada soalan yang tak berapa nak boleh dijawab...fikir2 balik...this one must be studied again..how can i apply these in life...kalau exam senang pun jawab terketar2..
.:frust:. 

ok..shut up fana :D
actually everything gone well today..(except for essay paper td..lol..because i sweat so much during answering)..haha
everything gone well...very well..
but i felt somehow strange...
strange feelings that actually dah lame dah rase macam ni...long2 time ago..
the atmosphere changed a little bit today
perhaps i should be adapted to this new plumbum shield wall
till today...i can't see that "eyes"..

owh..dah lama tak makan sup bayam merah...haih...



 




Thursday, 5 July 2012


i forgot that i never ask for it..
thank you so much :)

i wish i could learn to ask for something...something that i really want..