astaghfirullah~

ya Allah....i need much stronger strength for today..
ya Allah......
if i'm wrong...forgive me...show me a shine that i can follow...even its hurt,
its ok because i know...You are always there beside me..
ya Allah...bring me to a better life...where when i step there..i can always smile like before..
ya Allah...i'm begging You for mercy...
desperately....
open a way for me to handle these things....
wisely..
make me realize...that i'm a woman...not anymore a girl...
i wish that i could throw away this fire out my mind..out of my soul..
ya Allah....may i be the one that You love...
may i??
ya Allah.....please lead me to the right...
give me a sincere soul
give me a firm heart
give me a clear mind
and i don't want to look back anymore...
ya Allah......
ya Allah......
ya Allah......