i was a boy

i was a boy....walk and strut arrogantly
i put my face up and say nothing can beat me up
even the hurricane is just the weakest breath of mine
i said ...nothing can put me out of line
nothing can struck me even at the strongest point of me...
i was a boy....i believe in my machinery heart....i regulate it with all my power...
but i forgot...it's not mine at all..
once....
i'm not that strong boy anymore...
my strongest part become the weakest...
today i'm so .........i can't even look up
even the lightest touch of breeze seems so painful...
if once upon ago...i can run even in the missing tract...
but now ....i stumbled everytime i want to give up...

get up girl!
yes...i can do this....

wake up girl!
yes...i can face this...

don' give up girl
yes...i'm a warrior to be

be strong girl!
yes...strive hardly

keep on rocking girl!
yes...just roar and soar..!

cheer up girl!
yes...as my name is......

.:FARHANAH:.

so...the days left for me...i'll move on as a woman...
everything gonna be fine...because i trust Him so much
and i dont need to be a boy to be strong...
=)