dear....dear....dear...

sometimes...i hardly try to understand people around me...
in front of me...you are such an adorable cat...
behind me...you are just .....urghhh...judge urself baby...=)

OR

may be my intergrative part of my brain...just not working...
how can i......intergrate such what i see and what's on reality...
hoho...pathetic..!

you so....unreal....so absurd.....so so so...urghhhh

but....judging it not my job nor you baby...
its Allah's..

p/s:do you have your own skin?

open heart surgery

i don't know...






..............

fly solo

paging for miss farhanah
paging for miss farhanah
...........................

ouch..another missed flight!
for the whole life i booked the ticket...
then i missed the flight again..and again..and again..

today...

paging for miss farhanah...
but they will keep on paging me...
paging for miss farhanah....
please go the the departure gate right now..
paging for miss farhanah....

.:check in:.

overload!

so...i need to unload those unecessary things in my luggage..
ok..

.:at the gate:.

yes!this is it...!

a plane
no pilot
no stewardessss
a right destination...

and i'm gonna fly solo...

=)

i was a boy

i was a boy....walk and strut arrogantly
i put my face up and say nothing can beat me up
even the hurricane is just the weakest breath of mine
i said ...nothing can put me out of line
nothing can struck me even at the strongest point of me...
i was a boy....i believe in my machinery heart....i regulate it with all my power...
but i forgot...it's not mine at all..
once....
i'm not that strong boy anymore...
my strongest part become the weakest...
today i'm so .........i can't even look up
even the lightest touch of breeze seems so painful...
if once upon ago...i can run even in the missing tract...
but now ....i stumbled everytime i want to give up...

get up girl!
yes...i can do this....

wake up girl!
yes...i can face this...

don' give up girl
yes...i'm a warrior to be

be strong girl!
yes...strive hardly

keep on rocking girl!
yes...just roar and soar..!

cheer up girl!
yes...as my name is......

.:FARHANAH:.

so...the days left for me...i'll move on as a woman...
everything gonna be fine...because i trust Him so much
and i dont need to be a boy to be strong...
=)

=)

“There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle.”

=)