dark valley over here
there's a mountain hiding the sun
even there's no river nor lake for water...
thus no cloud could be seen
dark and cold
but i enjoy what reality had made for this valley..
i know it would be harmful if i climb up the mountain...
and see the other side of world
i enjoy the pain made by this coldness
eventually it is still less painful rather than if i move out from this valley
i doubt my sapienity
too much love...beauty in this world...eventually kills me
every breath i take....every second i die
i love this valley....
not every happiness is called happiness
even i have to walk on thorns
the thing is....i'm still alive
and that's enough...
everyday i wake up in the morning and alive
and to be silent from millions of sentences..
God knows everything about me...hears every whisper of my soul...
even hell breaks like Big Bang theory....
God always love me....
that's enough pocket money to survive here...
i love this valley....
somehow certain catastrophy can't be controlled
even tornadoes get angry at two poles of the earth
like my friend said...
"if u can't avoid it...just enjoy it"
^__^
i love this valley....
in the end of day......
Alhamdulillah....thank you Allah...
for still here with me....
for still accept me even i choose to be abstract rather than concrete
for being the One... i shared all of my secrets....
for being the Best listener...
:)
