kepada wanita paling cantik yang pernahku kenali..

redhamu..redha Allah..

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doa-doa orang lain terhadap diriku tak setanding doa darimu..

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patutlah my dad sampai call...along...nape dah lama tak call mama..

someone is missing me lah...:D

rasa macam everytime nak call...rasa macam...even small things pon nak cerita..

"mama..doakan along...along nak exam"

"mama...doakan along...jap lagi nak kuar jalan2.."

"mama...doakan along...to be happy and strong all the time"

"mama..doakan along...along nak sembuh cepat..padahal sakit ulcer mulut je :P "

"mama..doakan along..along tak dapat tdo la arini..terlebih minum kopi"erkkk

"mama...doakan kawan2 along sekali ea..."

gedik kan...sikit2 nak minta mak doakan...

tapi doa mak la paling powerful...kan3.. 

sayang anak kat mak...tak sama ngan sayang mak kat anak...

kalau rasa cam dah cukup sayang sangat2 kat mak kita...

mak kita lagi sayangkan kita for millions time power squared wat ever infinity...strttrttsttt...(x leh nak digambarkan)

kan3...
time kita lam perut mak kita...lagi banyak braxton hicks contraction...lagi banyak sayang kita dapat skang ni..lol..belum tambah lagi untuk yang disebabkan kita...ada yang kena brandt andrew method lagi...it's like"payah betul nak lahirkan die ni...macam2 technique dah guna...silap tak guna bimanual compression je"
so much pain..so much love...kan3...

cuba buat mak kita senyum hari-hari...cuba2...:)

ya Allah...berkatnya hidup...

opss...next time untuk for the most handsome guy in the world pulak..:P:P

the missed electron

awesomeness of studying paediatric

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rasa tak berapa puas...bukan sebab on scoring those paper..

just cukup ke ilmu yang ditimba untuk jadi doctor yang "package"..

bila ada soalan yang tak berapa nak boleh dijawab...fikir2 balik...this one must be studied again..how can i apply these in life...kalau exam senang pun jawab terketar2..

.:frust:. 

ok..shut up fana :D

actually everything gone well today..(except for essay paper td..lol..because i sweat so much during answering)..haha

everything gone well...very well..

but i felt somehow strange...

strange feelings that actually dah lame dah rase macam ni...long2 time ago..

the atmosphere changed a little bit today

perhaps i should be adapted to this new plumbum shield wall

till today...i can't see that "eyes"..

owh..dah lama tak makan sup bayam merah...haih...



 

exam alert!

keep on eating

then study

 

i forgot that i never ask for it..

thank you so much :)

i wish i could learn to ask for something...something that i really want..