Saturday 26 May 2012

if only


if you know the difference between hate and pain..
if only you know...
look back deeply...and tell me what is the difference
if only you know...
to define...

tell me..



Thursday 24 May 2012



awan bertali pawana terbang hadir
 akar beringin berpaut ditepi
usah menanam tebu dipinggir bibir
rebung tumbuh berduri dalam hati


Monday 21 May 2012

it is not love



Eh eh, engkau yang bajet alim tu. Tudung labuh, tak cakap dengan lelaki, jalan pun tunduk sampai langgar tiang, usrah sana, usrah sini, dakwah sana, dakwah sini. Aku nak tanya kau ni.

Awak cakap dengan saya ke?

Haah, kau lah. Siapa lagi? Takkan aku cakap dengan dinding pula. Aku tengok akademik kau tak ada lah bagus sangat. Apa cerita kawan? Doa kau tak makbul ke?tengok aku...lepak2 je...men gitar..x gi tafaquh...study masuk je...top student lak tu...haih...doa sikit dapat A...doa banyak sikit terus 4 flat...ngeh3..confirm nye lah~pastu aku lek je free hair...rambut lawa la katakan...panas lak tu summer2 nih...haih...buat pe jadi cam ko...tutup sana sini...x panas ker??ko buat apa2 baik pun..aku tengok...ko cam x epi je...sikit2 ade masalah...aku alhamdulillah la...setakat ni no problem..hidup epi2 je...rezeki pun..macam durian runtuh...


ISTIDRAJ
...................................
 
It is when Allah gives you rezki
not to help you
but to let you go astray..

-nauzubillah min zalik- 


Friday 18 May 2012

Z~


The color of your clothing may also be tiring you out. Dark colors like black, navy and brown stimulate the secretion of melatonin--the chemical that makes you sleepy. The good news is that studies show there are many colors to keep you energized. White clothes suppress sleep-inducing melatonin and boost serotonin--the feel-good chemical in your brain. Red is good for an aggressive kind of energy. It's also been shown to increase blood flow and stimulate adrenal glands. Yellow has been proven to stimulate the brain, build self-confidence, and encourage optimism. 


Friday 11 May 2012


precious things are not easy to get

it's about the willingness to walk on the thorns
to crawl in the mud
to be burnt by those anger
to sacrifice an ocean of tear
to have faith with every vague hope
to face those fears in every falling leave
to count the hidden pearl in every sunrise
to preserve purity in every sapphire 

because they aren't easy...they aren't...




Saturday 5 May 2012

lovey dovey honey



“And We enjoined upon man (care) for his parents. His mother carried him, (increasing her) in weakness upon weakness, and his weaning is in two years: Be grateful to Me and to your parents; to me is the (final) destination.”
 ( 31:14)

i've being so much delinquent
but still...
they're waiting for me..always :)




Thursday 3 May 2012

Wednesday 2 May 2012

Tuesday 1 May 2012


Allah..
forgive me for hurting others
i rather being misunderstood...
forgive me..